Thursday, May 1, 2014

Reconstruction Ruminations

I don't really like construction sites. They should call them destruction sites, because they usually involve a lot of tearing down and ripping out.

That's how I'm feeling right now. There seems to be a lot of tearing down and ripping out in our family's life.

It's the loss that hurts when I look at construction sites. Seeing the ground turned over, trees cut down, the deep holes like bites out of the earth, all makes me feel crying inside. I am a nature lover through and through. The loss of one tree makes me think of every creature that might have used that tree as a home or source of food. 

My husband was laid off on Monday.

Nature herself helps me to put the loss in perspective. Over the past several years I have seen areas in the parks I wander that have lost massive trees to violent storms, hurricanes, and even a tornado. Loss is part of life. It makes room for new growth and new generations. Leaves drop in autumn as some trees go dormant and nourish the soil. Those trees that were uprooted allow light into the forest, and suddenly sprouts appear in the warmth of spring. I realize there is never nothing after loss. Seeds may be hidden, but they are there, waiting for the right opportunity to grow. Where there is life, there is hope.
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11 comments:

Kirsten said...

*hug* Cristina, I can only imagine the impact this has on you and your family; I'll keep you in my thoughts. Your perspective is always inspiring and heartening, and I hope the universe sees fit to reward that.

jugglingpaynes said...

Thank you, Kirsten. I'm sure everything will be as it's meant to be. Change is an opportunity. Good things will come of it eventually.

Kerian said...

I'm so sorry for what your family is going through. I'll be keeping you guys in my thoughts and prayers. I hope good things come out of this soon. ((Hugs))

Mrs. A said...

Unexpected change is the most disruptive kind of surprise. I hope whatever opportunities that are around the corner for you all are exciting and full of promise.

Karen said...

I have been there. My husband was out of work for 2 years. Hang in there, be kind to one another, and remember your blessings. Hug.

Paula Vince said...

Really, really sorry to hear it. We all hear that change is part of life, but so hard when it's sudden and unexpected. I'll keep you all in my thoughts and prayers too.

Chele said...

Sorry you are going through this. We had the same thing happen a while back, and are still digging out from the effects. As unpleasant as it was, especially the uncertainty, I think we came out of it stronger for the experience. Hoping there is indeed a silver lining for your family, too, and keeping you in thoughts and prayers.

Inner Elder said...

My heart is so sad I can only imagine what you are going through. Know that I am here for you whatever you need. Your perspective about growth is true. All will be well. Loving you and praying for you, Mom

jugglingpaynes said...

Thank you everyone, for your kind words and support. My family appreciates it!

Kez said...

Oh no! I'm so sorry to hear this.

seekingmyLord said...

God is listening to the cries of your heart.

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